I'm so deeply touched by all of your messages, words can't describe how much all those kind words helped me and is helping me through the day! Thank you all so very very much!!! I've red each and everyone of your messages and I'm feeling so blessed to have so many kind, nice supporting people around me.....you are all a gift of God!
I really wanted to thank you all one by one , but unfortunately I just don't have the time right now, so I thought I write a journal again to thank you all and answer some questions.
I was in total shock about my dad that I left out the part of my mother. You see: my parents were already outside the car because they heard something strange...so my dad stopped the car and had a look at the engine/bottom of the car. Then this huge fire explosion appeared, and he cauhgt fire. My mom then tried to extinguish my father with a blanket. My mom is 'ok'. Her left arm is covered in 1st degree burn wounds. Some hair on her head is also gone, but you can hardly see it. I'm trying to be there for her as best as I can: changing her bandages, driving her to the hospital, doing things in the house etc. so she can focus on recovering.
I saw my dad today.
I can't describe how he looks like.....it wouldn't even come close to the reality...but I recognized some features: he has one eye he can opens. My dad has even bluer eyes then me....so it was such a relieve to see that one sky blue eye, I was like: that's really my dad in those bandages!
So I gave him an incredible big hug and a kiss. He's alive!